I've finally sorted out my life. No more worries or emotional moments. So far it has been:
Eat Sleep Computer Guitar, rinse and repeat. I'm improving every week so I think I'm on the right track in terms of guitar. As far as girls are concerned, only have I in mind and whether I get her or not won't really matter. She's in a relationship which sucks apparently, We're not even in the same school. Sure our interests are terribly similar but it doesn't matter. I don't really look at other girls lol, not really interested anymore. Hah, finally freedom.